In the end of 90´s my head was x-rayd in a hospital. The doctors resarched the pictures. I was also allowed to see them. They said there are not damages in the brains. I noticed that there was an additional thing above the eye. I asked them; is it dangerous. They answered: no. It is not a desease, it is a prevelege. It consists of gray brain mass and makes you a very intelligent man. Almost every person would like to have a thing like that. He too. I asked: is it possible it still grows. He answered that at your age it is not growing any more. We smiled and I told to him that as a young man I tried to be very good in everything. It was not accepted very good. Then I tried years and years to be worse than others. Neither that was allright. He smiled and said that it is better accepted to be worse than others than better than others. It is a hedeache of very talented persons. But many things are effecting: time, culture, many other things. I said I begin to plan my new career. Talents and work are not enough, I hope you wish also luck to me.

Greeting Pentti Cajan